urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz hey! it's me \m/ alt_nikz 2005-03-29T18:13:42Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:2565 2005-03-29T18:13:42Z 2005-03-29T18:13:42Z sugarcult - memory i don't wanna be like this my throat is kind of burning and i had a dog nose, yeah! dog nose like a nose so wet by the buggers like a dog and thats a dog nose<br />a headache, i fell like my body is full of pain and like mm.. tired? i got mm... flew, well in the drugstore and my sisters says that is change of weather <br />i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired<br />i don't like this<br />well what else i can say nothign well seeya urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:2396 2005-03-24T02:24:13Z 2005-03-24T02:24:13Z mmm.. nothing the music of the cars and trucks out there all damm sun<br />it hurts without the sunblocker<br />jajajajaja<br />now my nose and my shoulders are mm... kind of burned<br />u dont wann go today in the midnight to guadalajara<br />i wat to satay<br />its still party time but no money<br />welll what tha fuck right i'm searching for y sister to borrow me money to stay at least 2 days more so i can have a party time again<br />and i think taht its to short the time i have here well it have been 5 days i think so but it isnt the days when is more people and girls i want those<br />and theres is goping to be another dude something of my cousing and well we can have a good time haging with the chicks<br />and yesterday i learn to dance "banda" its kind of hard but i did it, thats the best :D<br />well its all until today maybe jajaja i don't know <br />well have a nice day <br />and thanks for view this piece of diary jajaja urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:2091 2005-03-21T23:25:42Z 2005-03-21T23:25:42Z nothing only banda and marimba from the cars in the avenue hey another 5 days withut writing and now i am here not in guadalajara i left guadalajara 3 days ago well tecnially2, 3 because i wasn't teher because i was so drunk jajajaja<br />i was going to manzanillo with a friends but then i didn't wanted to go, and then in the wy to my home i thought i'm an idiot i could go there and then oh my suister was going to la peñita while i was thinking that she already have left rancho alegre and i decided to come here in bus but then i knew that nobody was going to be here and i gone direct to tepic and then the next day it means yesterday i was going to be here so then i decided and do everything and everything was alright until my the *333 of the mobile company wasnt working and the system broke down i have been trying 2 days and then nothing until today i the morning<br />today i went to the beach it was fun but i didn't choke with the salt water but yes with the bottle of water :S ajajajaja<br />well seeya<br />i'm continuing to reach the sun in the beach ;)<br />damm i forgot to put the mood and the song urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:1956 2005-03-21T23:23:51Z 2005-03-21T23:23:51Z hey another 5 days withut writing and now i am here not in guadalajara i left guadalajara 3 days ago well tecnially2, 3 because i wasn't teher because i was so drunk jajajaja<br />i was going to manzanillo with a friends but then i didn't wanted to go, and then in the wy to my home i thought i'm an idiot i could go there and then oh my suister was going to la peñita while i was thinking that she already have left rancho alegre and i decided to come here in bus but then i knew that nobody was going to be here and i gone direct to tepic and then the next day it means yesterday i was going to be here so then i decided and do everything and everything was alright until my the *333 of the mobile company wasnt working and the system broke down i have been trying 2 days and then nothing until today i the morning<br />today i went to the beach it was fun but i didn't choke with the salt water but yes with the bottle of water :S ajajajaja<br />well seeya<br />i'm continuing to reach the sun in the beach ;) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:1670 2005-03-17T02:14:12Z 2005-03-17T02:14:12Z smashing pumpkins - everlasting gaze well 5 days whitout writing here<br />a busy ex job no no no my hands were mind of bburned by the soap :s kind of crazy no?<br />well i don't know why i wasn´t going to listen my angry boss a lot so then i quit<br />but i have another job in progress<br />well there's a girl on burger king thta she always talk to me when i go there and yesterdat y ask her phone, well i don't love her but maybe she do, i don't know how to say her this but we didn't go out anytime she wanted to go out today but i didn't go so then what do i havve to say to her <br />'coz i don'tm want to hurt her i know whats the feeling of being hurt and i hate it, and i don't wanted for her urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:1449 2005-03-11T07:02:17Z 2005-03-11T07:02:17Z taking back sunday - One-Eighty By Summer ok so let start this <br /><br /><br />then i wake up and everything was fine, and then i went to my sister's house and then i drank 2 big cup of coffe and then a citra coke and at the dinner i feel that everyone was pushing me to work harder, but they didn't feel like i do, then i wento to my home and my dad asking why i wasn't in the house and why didn't ate with him and why i wasn't already to go to the job, i was so pissed off i try to find my best friend in the net but she wasn't here i need her.<br /><br />i was going to the job waiting to be ready for the reclaims and everything from my boss, i arrived and when i get there a partner told me that the feds were going to put tickets in the place where everyone park so then i have to park much far form the airport, i move the car and when i was going to work then the bar was fully of people and it was the same until de 21.00 hours and before of the people i was mad, furious, crazy i feel that i need to scape to be something against the system and then i get busy and i forgot that now i'm relief about that, i had $13 dollars in tips <br /> now i want to sleep until tomorrow for another day, that i wish it will be better tahn today<br />i'm so tired<br />so then BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:1119 2005-03-10T04:45:50Z 2005-03-10T04:45:50Z All Aamerican Rejects - Swing Swing So cut my wrists and black my eyes, So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.<br /> because you kill me<br />[hawthorne heights - ohio is for lover] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:943 2005-03-10T04:43:12Z 2005-03-10T04:43:12Z plain white t's - take me away now its my crazy day i think, well just say this i'm writing on english i like it but its rare this, today i'm so lazy, today i didn't have to work thats a relief, maybe because its supossed tht i rest until tomorrow not today<br />i'm kind of sick and of the bar, and i'm only 2 weeks there but today its boring i dont know why<br /><br />i've been kind of depressed or maybe that i wanna be depressed i don't know i'm so crazy <br /><br />a few minutes a go i hit my head with the door, i was going to ppen it and the i don't know why i put one of my foot and thw door bumnp with it and then it hit me<br /><br />today i know that my best friends are going to had a girlfriend and then i'm gonna be alone, more than i am, and my female best friend she already have a boyfriend but he's in other state, she's the girl that i mention in the past discussions. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:714 2005-03-08T18:54:35Z 2005-03-08T18:54:35Z bowling for soup - almost q hare bueno no tengo q hacer nada, solo que hoy desperte y recorde cuando mi corazon latia y era herido una y otra vez x gaby, lo recuerdo bien q ella supo q la queria y me pidio tiempo para aclarar lo q sentia y en esas 3 semanas cuando mucho creo era herida tras herida de cuando platicaba con ella y la mas grande herida fue cuando me dijo q le iba a dar una oportunidad al de colima y a mi no que vivo cerca de ella, despues de todo eso segui pensando y de repente ya estaba desayunando burritas<br />sali a buscar a mi papa y no lo encontre estaba en casa de mi hermana ¬¬<br />y hace rato paso los de las perrera diciendo q para la rabia y no se q + pero yo habia vacunado a mi perra el jueves?, la vacuno de nuevo?<br />bueno ayer no pude poner nada porque nose q paso y lo habia puesto y no lo puso maldita cosa jajaja urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alt_nikz:457 2005-03-06T19:14:26Z 2005-03-06T19:14:26Z podra ser que estaba tan cansado y no lo sentia <br />q cuando llegue a casa y me acoste no supe nada mas de mi?<br />no recuerdo haber soñado algo<br />pero recuerdo q ayer alguien de quien habia estado enamorado que tal vez cortaba con su novio<br />y me alegre, nose si xq todavia la quiero o porque es lo mejor para ella.<br />ayer mismo al no tener nada q hacer viendo la TV pense q seria genial darle "serenata" o algo parecido a una chava o novia, pero novia no creo ya que creo q nadie me quiere, pero ya que, no mne awito q se la lleve a una plaza y en algun piso del estacionamiento ahi este el mariachi esperando y cuando se abran las puertas toquen para ella.<br /><br />volvamos a hoy desperte y nose como estuvo q la tv estaba prendida y en el disney channel y al buscar el control de la tv no lo encontre y lo busque y busque y me di x vencido y volvi a dormir, despues volvi a meido despertar y encontre el control estaba en el piso todo desmantelado por la caida de la cama al piso y volvi a dormir ya no e importony comoa las 10:30 ya desperte bien y fui por el control y lo arregle y despues me dispuse a desayunar, no quedaba ams que hacer y fui por un mandado q me encargo mi papa y ahora aqui estoy esperando mi hora de casi la muerte para ir a trabajar, no quiero ir al ver a mi jefe que talvez este de malas, solo me queda esperar al contacto de mi familia para q me de otro trabajo, cuando mucho a la quincena saldre de ese bar.