They Wanna Try To Build Me Up, So They Can Tear Me Down\m/

sick

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 18:13:42 GMT

i don't wanna be like this my throat is kind of burning and i had a dog nose, yeah! dog nose like a nose so wet by the buggers like a dog and thats a dog nose
a headache, i fell like my body is full of pain and like mm.. tired? i got mm... flew, well in the drugstore and my sisters says that is change of weather
i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired
i don't like this
well what else i can say nothign well seeya

my back :S

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 02:24:13 GMT

damm sun
it hurts without the sunblocker
jajajajaja
now my nose and my shoulders are mm... kind of burned
u dont wann go today in the midnight to guadalajara
i wat to satay
its still party time but no money
welll what tha fuck right i'm searching for y sister to borrow me money to stay at least 2 days more so i can have a party time again
and i think taht its to short the time i have here well it have been 5 days i think so but it isnt the days when is more people and girls i want those
and theres is goping to be another dude something of my cousing and well we can have a good time haging with the chicks
and yesterday i learn to dance "banda" its kind of hard but i did it, thats the best :D
well its all until today maybe jajaja i don't know
well have a nice day
and thanks for view this piece of diary jajaja

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:25:42 GMT

hey another 5 days withut writing and now i am here not in guadalajara i left guadalajara 3 days ago well tecnially2, 3 because i wasn't teher because i was so drunk jajajaja
i was going to manzanillo with a friends but then i didn't wanted to go, and then in the wy to my home i thought i'm an idiot i could go there and then oh my suister was going to la peñita while i was thinking that she already have left rancho alegre and i decided to come here in bus but then i knew that nobody was going to be here and i gone direct to tepic and then the next day it means yesterday i was going to be here so then i decided and do everything and everything was alright until my the *333 of the mobile company wasnt working and the system broke down i have been trying 2 days and then nothing until today i the morning
today i went to the beach it was fun but i didn't choke with the salt water but yes with the bottle of water :S ajajajaja
well seeya
i'm continuing to reach the sun in the beach ;)
damm i forgot to put the mood and the song

Hi from la peñita :p

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:23:51 GMT

i don't have a job

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 02:14:12 GMT

well 5 days whitout writing here
a busy ex job no no no my hands were mind of bburned by the soap :s kind of crazy no?
well i don't know why i wasn´t going to listen my angry boss a lot so then i quit
but i have another job in progress
well there's a girl on burger king thta she always talk to me when i go there and yesterdat y ask her phone, well i don't love her but maybe she do, i don't know how to say her this but we didn't go out anytime she wanted to go out today but i didn't go so then what do i havve to say to her
'coz i don'tm want to hurt her i know whats the feeling of being hurt and i hate it, and i don't wanted for her

a busy afternoon

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 07:02:17 GMT

ok so let start this

then i wake up and everything was fine, and then i went to my sister's house and then i drank 2 big cup of coffe and then a citra coke and at the dinner i feel that everyone was pushing me to work harder, but they didn't feel like i do, then i wento to my home and my dad asking why i wasn't in the house and why didn't ate with him and why i wasn't already to go to the job, i was so pissed off i try to find my best friend in the net but she wasn't here i need her.

i was going to the job waiting to be ready for the reclaims and everything from my boss, i arrived and when i get there a partner told me that the feds were going to put tickets in the place where everyone park so then i have to park much far form the airport, i move the car and when i was going to work then the bar was fully of people and it was the same until de 21.00 hours and before of the people i was mad, furious, crazy i feel that i need to scape to be something against the system and then i get busy and i forgot that now i'm relief about that, i had $13 dollars in tips
now i want to sleep until tomorrow for another day, that i wish it will be better tahn today
i'm so tired
so then BYE

nothing

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 04:45:50 GMT

So cut my wrists and black my eyes, So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
because you kill me
[hawthorne heights - ohio is for lover]

resting in the bored place of my home

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 04:43:12 GMT

now its my crazy day i think, well just say this i'm writing on english i like it but its rare this, today i'm so lazy, today i didn't have to work thats a relief, maybe because its supossed tht i rest until tomorrow not today
i'm kind of sick and of the bar, and i'm only 2 weeks there but today its boring i dont know why

i've been kind of depressed or maybe that i wanna be depressed i don't know i'm so crazy

a few minutes a go i hit my head with the door, i was going to ppen it and the i don't know why i put one of my foot and thw door bumnp with it and then it hit me

today i know that my best friends are going to had a girlfriend and then i'm gonna be alone, more than i am, and my female best friend she already have a boyfriend but he's in other state, she's the girl that i mention in the past discussions.

q pasara

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 18:54:35 GMT

q hare bueno no tengo q hacer nada, solo que hoy desperte y recorde cuando mi corazon latia y era herido una y otra vez x gaby, lo recuerdo bien q ella supo q la queria y me pidio tiempo para aclarar lo q sentia y en esas 3 semanas cuando mucho creo era herida tras herida de cuando platicaba con ella y la mas grande herida fue cuando me dijo q le iba a dar una oportunidad al de colima y a mi no que vivo cerca de ella, despues de todo eso segui pensando y de repente ya estaba desayunando burritas
sali a buscar a mi papa y no lo encontre estaba en casa de mi hermana ¬¬
y hace rato paso los de las perrera diciendo q para la rabia y no se q + pero yo habia vacunado a mi perra el jueves?, la vacuno de nuevo?
bueno ayer no pude poner nada porque nose q paso y lo habia puesto y no lo puso maldita cosa jajaja

la noche se quedo en mi dia

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 19:14:26 GMT

podra ser que estaba tan cansado y no lo sentia
q cuando llegue a casa y me acoste no supe nada mas de mi?
no recuerdo haber soñado algo
pero recuerdo q ayer alguien de quien habia estado enamorado que tal vez cortaba con su novio
y me alegre, nose si xq todavia la quiero o porque es lo mejor para ella.
ayer mismo al no tener nada q hacer viendo la TV pense q seria genial darle "serenata" o algo parecido a una chava o novia, pero novia no creo ya que creo q nadie me quiere, pero ya que, no mne awito q se la lleve a una plaza y en algun piso del estacionamiento ahi este el mariachi esperando y cuando se abran las puertas toquen para ella.

volvamos a hoy desperte y nose como estuvo q la tv estaba prendida y en el disney channel y al buscar el control de la tv no lo encontre y lo busque y busque y me di x vencido y volvi a dormir, despues volvi a meido despertar y encontre el control estaba en el piso todo desmantelado por la caida de la cama al piso y volvi a dormir ya no e importony comoa las 10:30 ya desperte bien y fui por el control y lo arregle y despues me dispuse a desayunar, no quedaba ams que hacer y fui por un mandado q me encargo mi papa y ahora aqui estoy esperando mi hora de casi la muerte para ir a trabajar, no quiero ir al ver a mi jefe que talvez este de malas, solo me queda esperar al contacto de mi familia para q me de otro trabajo, cuando mucho a la quincena saldre de ese bar.